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The Death of Chartreuse On Topix

[Posted June 15, 2014 ]

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I’ve been meaning to write this post for awhile now, but kept putting it off, A. Because I wanted to do it right and B. Because its too painful to think about. Probably a lot more B. than A.

I’m not sure I can do it right now, but I am going to try. I owe it to the Spirit that was Chartreuse, who I was lucky to know. Its tragic for someone to die so young, and because of Hatred.

Violence of the tongue, is very real, sharper than any knife. People have feelings and they can be shredded online.

A Wall of Silence has been maintained for Topix, for so long. As I have been saying, they aren’t thinking or letting their hearts care, about what is happening on Topix. So much bigotry there, the Volume is like nowhere else, including life-threatening gay bashing. Like the whole forum, they do not have a handle on the site, make no attempt to control the violence going on there, on the contrary, its a marketplace for it. An International marketplace.

Their Gay/Lesbian Forum alone, is loaded with it, but it is elsewhere also, as it was on the Top Stories forum where Chartreuse saw the last days of his life. He was the victim of enabled, encouraged and Profited off of, emotional terrorism which was homophobic-based, the Topix poster Chartreuse.

His relative came onto Topix and gave us the news of his death:

Is homosexuality a sin? thread

Relative seeking answers: You and Topix ought to be ashamed of making and allowing this comment.

I have been searching through and reading a great deal of threads and I am starting to piece together the circumstances which my relative, Chartreuse, endured on this site before ending his life.

He sure did endure a lot of abuse!!! Years of it. And much of it on a thread ironically named: Is homosexuality a sin? Sample comments to him, made shortly before his death:

Mothers Shame

Mothers Shame: As a matter of fact, I wonder how many heterosexual parents are honestly proud of their gay children on this forum? I feel so sorry for the parents because every parents would like to publicly announce their pride in their children to family and friends. How can anyone introduced a sissy boy like Toni , a tranny like Waste poop water, a son dressings in women clothes, chartreuse the self proclaimed fagott Christian with any pride but with a heads down low in shame. How can you love your parents with unconditional love when you are despised by the ones who gave you birth? 

Mothers Shame 2

Mothers Shame: The oblivious of shame is avoidance of the facts Chartreuse. We all know don’t we Chartreuse.?. You’re living proof that abortions isn’t always successful….I do feel sorry for your parents.. 

Mothers Shame 3

Mothers Shame: Since you have no offspring you would not know of parent shame. I’m sure if your parents could do it all over again they would probably consider using the morning after pill….shame on you and your satanic prophet.

Mothers Shame 4

Mothers Shame:  Oh on the contrary Chartreuse & tony. Do you remember when you came out of the closet to your parents? Did they jump for joy or did they cry in private. Were you nervous and ashamed to tell your parents? Did you have apathy for them when they questioned themselves where they went wrong raising gay children? My children are now grown and I couldn’t be more proud of them especially in public. I feel sorry for your parents for having to conceal the truth about their children. I do no find fault in them. You do the very best you can raising your children and you hope that they depart with some of your values and morals. Unlike you two deviant homosexuals who try so desperate to fit into main stream society and yet no matter how much you try to gain love and respect from your parents only to find that they have disgust in their hearts for you. I know you wish your parents would love you the same as I love my straight children. I don’t hate you, I just feel sorry for you…. 

When they aren’t doing mind torture (that troll, by the way, who was posting as Mothers Shame, and you will soon see more of, is a male and is still posting on Topix) the anti-gay trolls on the thread – who one has to ask, are they being funded by Christian-extremist backers? – make posts like this:

The Chicago Department of Public Health reported that the percentage of Chicago AIDS diagnoses connected to homo/bisexual men increased from 37% in year 2000 to 44% in 2003; and in mid-2006 it also reported that homo/bisexual men accounted for approximately 73% of Chicago syphilis cases for the year 2005. And a September 2010 report from the Centers for Disease Control titled “HIV among Gay, Bisexual and Other Men Who Have Sex with Men (MSM)” noted: “Gay, bisexual, and other men who have sex with men (MSM) represent approximately 2% of the US population, yet are the population most severely affected by HIV and are the only risk group in which new HIV infections have been increasing steadily since the early 1990s….At the end of 2006, more than half (53%) of all people living with HIV in the United States were MSM or MSM-IDU [injection drug user].” And according to a CDC report released in November 2009, 63% of syphilis cases in this country were found in homo/bisexuals in 2008.

Homosexual Pride is nothing more than homosexual shame.

Homosexuals have chosen to sin.

Homosexuals have chosen to live in SHAME.

No pride only SHAME.

The Shame of being Homosexual. 

No pride only SHAME.

Or this. Remember, Topix allows just about anything to be posted:

Bob: Gays have the most diseases.

 Common gay diseases listed below:

1. Gay Anal Cancer.
2. Chlamydia trachomatis.
3. Cryptosporidium.
4. Gay Giardia lamblia.
5. Gay Herpes simplex virus.
6. Human immunodeficiency virus — AIDS !
7. Human papilloma virus.
8. Isospora belli.
9. Gay Microsporidia.
10.Gay Anal Gonorrhea.
11. Viral hepatitis types A , B & C
12. Anal Syphilis.
13. Gay Bowel Syndrome.
14 Gay Condyloma acuminata.
15. Hemorrhoids.
16. Nonspecific proctitis.
17. Anal fistula.
18. Perirectal abscess.
19. Amebiasis.
20 Gay Anorectal trauma and foreign bodies.
21. Shigellosis.
22. Gay Rectal ulcers.
23. Lymphogranuloma venereum.
24. Anal Chlamydia.
25. E. histolytica.
26, Entamoeba histolytica.
27. Gay Anal herpes.
28. Gay MRSA.
29. Scat nausia vomiting syndrome.
30. Torn sphincter – ANAL INCONTINENCE.
31. Gay anal hampster fetish.
32. Homosexual gerbil syndrone.
33. Gay anal rodent rabies.
34. Gay weasel anal death syndrome.
35. Homosexual throat warts.
36. Facial MRSA.
37. Warped mind syndrome – lisping with limp wrist – demonic !

You can say: “Oh, this is free speech and truck loads of it being put online is fine” that only means you are not reading it and that it does not affect you. To a gay teen, it made him mad, all the crap about gays that was being posted. A preditor troll – and you bet, certain trolls can be preditors as they can be stalkers – a preditor troll, latched onto him, and never let go.

So many slurs posted on the thread! And then on comes the scripture:

Romans 6:23 – “For the wages of sin is death… “

Leviticus 18:22 – You shall not lie with a male as one lies with a female; it is an abomination.

Leviticus 20:13 – If there is a man who lies with a male as those who lie with a woman, both of them have committed a detestable act; they shall surely be put to death. Their blood guiltiness is upon them.

Romans 1:26-27 – For this reason God gave them over to degrading passions; for their women exchanged the natural function for that which is unnatural, and in the same way also the men abandoned the natural function of the woman and burned in their desire toward one another, men with men committing indecent acts and receiving in their own persons the due penalty of their error.

I Corinthians 6:9 (NIV)- Do not be deceived: Neither the sexually immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor male prostitutes nor homosexual offenders nor thieves nor the greedy nor drunkards nor slanderers nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God.

I Timothy 1:8-11 (NASB)- “But we know that the Law is good, if one uses it lawfully, realizing the fact that law is not made for a righteous person, but for those who are lawless and rebellious, for the ungodly and sinners, for the unholy and profane, for those who kill their fathers or mothers, for murderers and immoral men and homosexuals and kidnappers and liars and perjurers, and whatever else is contrary to sound teaching, according to the glorious gospel of the blessed God, with which I have been entrusted.”

More than 80% of AIDS cases in Canada are among homosexual or bisexual males; other diseases suffered either exclusively, or in larger percentages by the homosexual population, include: anal cancer, chlamydia trachomatis, cryptosporidium, giardia lamblia, herpes simplex virus, HPV, gonorrhea, viral hepatitis B and C, and syphilis.” 

LMAO. Its pointed out to them, time and again, that to call themselves Christians and spew hate like that, proves them to be False Christians, but they carry on and on with a fevor and suspicious amounts of time, they actually believe, they are doing something that serves God. They are so wrong.

That is what brought me on the thread when I first saw it and called out some of the fake Christians and homophobic trolls, I would visit it occasionally, but that was not where I met Chartreuse. I met him on Internet Troll.

I was known on Topix as a Topix Keeper and I feel now, that he came there seeking my help, but he was shy and did not ask for it, not directly, he actually trolled me a little bit, to get my attention. I was friendly though and we became acquaintances. He told me had been under attack for a long time, by a name-changing, name-stealing grey box, named Phil Grey. He did not ask me for help with this troll, but in hindsight, I sure wish he had and wish I had paid closer attention to the thread. It was loaded with gay badgering, a circus. I am piecing together, Chartreuse’s last moments on Topix.

The grey box troll was honing in on Chartreuse who had mistakenly mentioned he had felt suicidal:

I made a thinking out loud post, when I was suicidal

TOny_the_TiGer wrote:

Speaking of _Chartreuse_, you should try the _Chartreuse_ cure for the agitated mind. Find a rail road crossing (she would say RRXg but I abhor her intentionally hard to read method). End of problem. Be sure to stand downstream of the crossing as a courtesy to pedestrians.

Chartreuse: Ack! this is boring, same feature sock as yesterday!Ur spam repeating part of my post from back in, was it July?, is getting like genetic zerox.Yeh, fir evrybody who dont already know, 0-1 poster, I made a thinking out loud post, when I was suicidal, on this site & the trolly here has bin repeating it badly + outta context since.

Deadly Mind Control on Topix

They call it Getting in your head, it is easy to have happen, I have seen it often, but have only at its very worse on Topix, when a troll is bullying someone to death like this.

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Sos, now, just get a gun & blow your stupid brains out!

Things got worse and worse quickly, the troll, now stealing Chartreuse’s name, posted this, Chartreuse’s reply shows he had been thinking about suicide:

_Chartreuse_ wrote:

Clearly you are a restless soul in need of peace.

Try the _Chartreuse_ easy total cure:

Find a railroad crossing and wait there. Actually, wait a bit downtrack of the crossing as a courtesy to pedestrians. If you want to blame someone, or the whole world, carry a note. If you want to appear accidental, just bring a device with headphones and a paper bag with an open can of malt liquor.

Your problem solved!

Chartreuse: Awwwww, grey {gray!} box. What happened to the act of “__Chartreuse__” {double underscore} with my ole avatar pic on it?

FYI, Ive changed my mind bout that suicide method, yeh u can make it look accidental that way but watt bout the traindriver, aint fair. Sos, now, just get a gun & blow your stupid brains out!

TOny_the_TiGer wrote:

_Chartreuse_ I see your posts with my name at the top and stop reading {attention defecit}. Posts filled with tween gibberish are so fake. We know how old you really are. And your hate rants are all identical and generic. Go away.

Chartreuse: “YOUR name”?????????? 

HOW OLD AM I ??????????

Take the NEW Chartreuse solution. Get a gun & blow your stupid brains out!

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Yes I am a loser and it does suck to be me.

Chartreuse: Why would I wanna waste my time hunting you down trolly?????Its bad enough youre on here stalking me 24/7 without f2f contact.Yes I am a loser and it does suck to be me.

Jan 7, 2013.

His last post.

The Blame Game 


internet; bully; bullying; cyber; keys; keypad; buttons; button; communication; email; isolated; key; keyboard; letters; message; online; problem; safety; symbolic; web; white; word; computer; worldwide web

You can say: “Oh, he shouldn’t have been on that site, his parents shouldn’t have let him go on the site”, Chartreuse was a teenager but not a child and that would have been hard to do, to make him not go there. I saw him post on many gay-related threads and his goal clearly, was to clear up the Lies they were posting, to do some good in doing so.

He didn’t know, no one does who first starts posting on Topix unless they are bullied onto the site, that the site encourages, enables and profits off of, abuse.  That it is not fairly moderated. That one of the reasons they encourage abuse, is it makes for more hit counts, as angry people reply faster and fights develop. But  the other reason they do, is that they like abuse, there is dehumanization and power, to them in it.

One in two gay teens, are being cyberbullied, possibly more at this point. (I would guess Yes.)

Too few articles on it, this one is from 2010:

Cyberbullying Rampant for Lesbian and Gay Teens

New research has found that approximately one out of every two lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender (LGBT) youths are regular victims of this new form of bullying. It is thought that such cyberbullying causes psychological and emotional distress to victims — producing thoughts of suicide in some who are repeatedly victimized. 

Those who have seen this YouTube, never forget it:

Jonah Mowry: ‘Whats goin on..’



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